Sorry for my excessive absence. We had a couple of weeks off in August. By "we" I mean the whole of Athens. It's a strange thing. It becomes a ghost town while the locals head for the sea in search of cooler temps and a summer holiday. Most businesses not directly related to tourism close their doors for a few wks or the whole month.
I have to take a visa exit trip out of Greece every 90 days to appease the authorities that be. And it has to be to a "non-schengen" country (whatever that is...treaty agreement...blah, blah..)...such as Ireland!! So I was able to spend a few days in that very beautiful and friendly country with my Mom and a few zillion sheep.
Now I'm back in Athens with a new stamp on my passport and a refreshed energy for the months ahead. I must admit that I've been discouraged in the last few months. It's a tough ministry in general. Tough to keep believing and hoping when we don't get to see a lot of progress. And when I came in January there were 9 of us that sat around the table at staff meetings (and a slew of part time volunteers). This fall we will just have 4 staff members (plus volunteers). I have felt unmotivated and lonely as teammembers move on in the different directions that God is calling them. You know, how you feel when everyone leaves the party but you. And your mind convinces you that they are all headed to a cooler party...
But I've been praying over the last few wks for God to align my heart to His heart for Athens, my attitude to be that of a willing servant. I've asked for reminders of the peace I had in coming here 9 months ago - sure that THIS was the door that He was opening for me. This door for this time. And you know what? My reading today 'just happened' to be from 2 Tim 4, "...keep your head in all situations, endure hardship,.. fulfill your ministry."
Fulfill your ministry. Gosh, seems pretty specific. I utter a prayer of discouragement and yet again my Jesus faithfully and clearly responds to His kid's whining. I have 3.5 months left here in these relationships doing these tasks and this is no time to peter out. (poor Peter...why does he have to be associated with that?)
So, it's GO time today. We will have our first Outreach tonight at 8:00 PM. As I try to run hard to my December finish line, I could sure use your prayers as I come to mind. Thanks team! Now to the streets...
8 years ago
3 comments:
praying for you and the Outreach time tonight Holly!
I've been wondering about you in your "absence". Will continue to pray for strength, grace and perseverance.
Hey Sister, got your card you are so kind. I think of you often and continue to read your blog to "keep up". I understand the struggle, and will continue to pray for you. I love the Lord's answer for you. His assurance that He hears his DEAR child. Much love to you my friend. Falk
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